Keep out of my way
I just don’t want to play
I’m in a bad mood
My inspiration’s down the drain.
I wish it would rain.
Slip out on the porch in damp and cold
Just what I need to restore my soul
So stay clear and let me brood
I’m really annoyed and stressed
Not really sure why I must confess
I’m looking for a fight
Maybe I should close my eyes and call it a night
It’s easy to say I’m lazy or something
But it’s quite simple,
I’m not in the mood
It’s so breezy for you to walk over me
And if I get snappy so be it
Even if it isn’t on time
I’m still not in the mood
My life is good I should be feeling happy
But I just feel annoyed and crappy
I think of work and my future
And just want to smash up my computer
Quarter-life crisis maybe
Or me just being a petulant baby
Burning inside of me
Like the aftermath of a storm
When the formerly purple clouds lighten
Across a canvas of undetermined mood,
Turbulent, fierce, bleeding still,
Close to the surface, threatening to break.
Feeling pretty blue lost interest in Everything
Engaging blank head with empty thoughts
It burnt my smile and my laugh
Black is the only color I can see
Feeling so angry and sad
acting in a very bad attitude
don’t know what I want today
But nothing feels quite right.
I can taste it.
The sour-tang of anger staining my tongue.
It’s a flavor that really sinks in.
This nasty, awful taste of diminishing rage
If I had an ice-cream
I wouldn’t take a bite.
I wouldn’t ride a water slide
No games, no toys, no magic wands,
No elephants for me.
There’s a grouchy bug inside me
And it’s usually asleep,
Buy when the grumpy thing wakes up
I turn into a creep.
I think I’ll go and glare at it now.
I think I’ll go and slap it on track.
Oh no,
I think my bad mood,
Just slapped me right back.
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nicely crafted..the unnamed feeling
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Nice 🙂
I also wrote something, hope you could check it out.
https://aiblogged.wordpress.com/2016/04/20/unwanted/
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Sure!
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“Not really sure why I must confess, I’m looking for a fight” – yep. I know that feeling – then I have to apologise 🙂 Nicely written and thanks for sharing
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Thank you 😊.
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B O O M That is definitely what I call a “Dump Day” ❤ Blessings
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Think you described how I was feeling today with that! Love it
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Thank you. Let’s hope that feeling doesn’t last long.
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Hope by now you are back to yourself!
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It is just amazing how you like, I can’t describe. Like how you express emotions, It is just amazing ❤
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Thank you for the compliment.
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I hope you feel better!
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Thank you for your concern. 😊😊
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You’re welcome! 😘😍
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Great example of finding something positive in feeling crappy….good for you! 🙂 Sure beats eating a massive bacon cheese burger and feeling even more bitter and angry once you realize that all you accomplished was to give yourself indigestion–followed by regret for eating something so greasy before retreating to bed to try to sleep it all away…which just makes you feel grouchier…Oops, I got carried away there…we are talking about you. I hope you feel better soon 🙂
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Food is definitely the first thing people hog on when they feel sad. And it works as well. Sleep too. But what works for me is being alone in peace accompanied by complete silence and throwing things maybe breaking some. Haha. That does the soothing for me. And running too.
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There’s a measure of relief in knowing what helps us feel better…and, the best part is when you get past it to the point that you can joke about it…congrats 🙂 And, thanks for sharing that with me 🙂
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No problem. Sharing is the sole purpose of this comment box. Thank you. Have a nice day.
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i often do that- eat when im not in a great mood and then i get in an even worse mood bc im angry at eating all the things i shouldnt have.
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I’ve done so….and, I’m following as a result 🙂 God bless you 🙂
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I find listening to Pearl Jam’s ” Yellow Ledbetter’ or “Just Breathe” soothe my moments like this…or depending on how I want to feel, some really heavy metal or gangster rap also helps haha!
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Yeah Music really helps and soothe most people. But It does the exact opposite for me. I just can’t handle any kind of music when I am sad or angry.
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That’s sad 😦 I’m sorry! I hope you have a similar release though!
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No need to be sorry. It’s just that I have a different way to vent my anger. 😉
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Love this poem! I’m sure most people can relate to this at some point. I know I can! 🙂
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Thank you!
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This was such a perfectly timed post it echoes my mood to a T! Grouchy, cranky and no idea why 😕
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Yeah I know same here! I am not glad to hear that but don’t worry it won’t last long and hopefully we would return to our happy-self soon. 😊😊
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